I am currently going through the lesson called I Cannot Make Everyone Happy. 

I can only make myself happy, and I have to let others make themselves happy, because I can't do it for them. 

Because of this I have not been posting and may not for the next week or two.
I'll definitely have a lot to write about in trying to collect my thoughts and feelings when I return. 

Hopefully this is a painful time that ultimately leads to growth.